God, Demon, Or Both

November 30, 2007 at 7:40 pm (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme) (, , , , , , )

I opened my eyes and found myself within a dark cavern. The coolness of sand beneath my feet as I realized I was centered in the middle of a ring of glowing crystals. Each crystal was about a foot high, giving off the only light in this cavern. The rocky walls of the cavern reached upwards into the clear night sky, the stars serenely sparkling.

I felt as if I was being watched, and looking into the dark crevices of the cavern, I could see many eyes, watching, waiting, trying to find a way into the circle. My thoughts were to step out of the ring of crystals and leave the cavern, but just as the thought crossed my mind, I heard a deep voice surrounding me.

“Stay within the ring of crystals, for they can not harm you there.”

I then looked up to the night sky and saw a huge beast with dark black wings circling around like a hawk circling the sky for its prey, when suddenly this beast sent down a shower of sparkling energy, that completely saturated me, washing over me like a most powerful orgasm, yet much more intense. Wave after wave of this intense energy filled me, as these sparkles, these shimmering lights of power consumed me. This creature, this beast, this god or demon, filled me with the most powerful energy I have ever felt in my life.

When the showering of energy stopped, I could sense his loving protection, yet I could also feel his wrath like no other. His strength, his power, his ferocious soul was full and furious. Death was his goal for certain entities that had sent these creatures lurking in the cavern after me.

Within seconds of the pure, sweet energy shower, this god/demon beast swooped down so fast into the dark crevices of the cavern, and slaughtered all within the darkness. The blood splattering everywhere, and as fast as he flew into the cavern, he was gone, as I heard his voice echo.

“Close your eyes and rest.”

I did just that. I closed my eyes, and slept. When I awoke, the glowing crystals had dimmed, there were no lurking eyes within the shadows, and the beast was no where to be found. I felt quite drained from the whole experience, yet at the same time a calm, peacefulness surrounded me.

I was bewildered for several days, and could not get the images out of my mind. What is this beast? A God? A Demon? A creature that has immense powers to kill in an instant, yet shower me with such loving energy and protection.

I still do not understand it, and maybe never will. I know though it was the most intense experience I have ever encountered with energy, and one I will always remember. The calmness and peacefulness this god/demon has given me, I accept and embrace.

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The Sunday After

November 25, 2007 at 7:56 am (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme)


~sometimes we need to take time and regenerate our own energies~

It’s been a very busy weekend, though quite enjoyable, and way too much good food.  Today I think I will just relax and get back to work tomorrow. 


It’s been very cold here, and gives me the feeling of wanting to stay curled up in bed with the blankets over my head.  I do have to go out for a bit today and pick up a few things, which I really don’t like going out this time of year with all the traffic and the lines from people Christmas shopping.  It seems like it takes an hour to get through a checkout line.


I have so many recordings to get ready for the Hypnosis and Reiki site, and if I think of them as a whole I get a bit overwhelmed, so one at time…just one at a time.  Once they are done though, I know I will feel good about them being finished.


I’m also in the process of starting another project, which is actually one of my goals for this year, so I have a month to get it started LOL.  New year coming, I will have more goals to accomplish, I think next year though I won’t put so many on my list lol.


The last 3 years have been one hell of a ride, but I am in a good place now.  I have my children (although grown) close by, and I love that.  Family is important to me, and now I just need to get my mom to move here and I will be fine and dandy…lol  I want her out of Northern MI.  The winters are too hard and none of us are there with her.  She talks about moving, but hasn’t made any steps towards it yet.  I just need to be patient.


My kids are doing great here in Columbus, they love it.  Jen right now is working but trying to get into Mt. Carmel, in any position really, because they have full benefits and 401k, and will pay for her schooling if it’s in the medical field.  So, she has been filling out applications like crazy.


I have been wanting to go see Beowulf in 3D, we have one of those IMAX theatres here.  I thought it would be kewl to see it in 3D.  I heard the special effects are pretty good.  Hopefully I will get to see it before it’s out of the theatres.


Well, my dogs are needing/wanting attention, and I think I am going to go cuddle up with them and get warm.  My toes are froze at the moment.


I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend!


 

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My Hunger Stirs – The Legacy

November 19, 2007 at 5:22 pm (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme) (, , , , )

My Hungers Stirs Sweet One, C'mere

My
Hunger Stirs – The Legacy Time 35:41

This is the last recording that will be available under the Vampire
section.  C’mere sweet pet, My hunger stirs, and I need to
feed on you precious one.  Come gracefully slave, or I shall
take you in your dreams, and use you as I please.


Sample
Clip

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Dryad’s Kiss

November 4, 2007 at 9:27 pm (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme)

In Greek mythology, the
dryads are female spirits of nature (nymphs), who preside over the
groves and forests. Each one is born with a certain tree over which she
watches. A dryad either lives in a tree, in which case she is called a
hamadryad, or close to it. The lives of the dryads are connected with
that of the trees; should the tree perish, then she dies with it. If
this is caused by a mortal, the gods will punish him for that deed. The
dryads themselves will also punish any thoughtless mortal who would
somehow injure the trees.

This
story originally appeared in the summer 2005 issue of Gryphonwood. It
is set in the same world as “A Key Decides Its Destiny”, “The Bear”,
and “The Dead Girl’s Wedding March”.

Dryad’s Kiss

There once was
a mage named Leaf, who studied at the College of Mages in the sea port
of Tabat. He had been a simple village boy with a talent for gardening,
who was found by a Scout of that College. Within its ivied walls, he
learned, and excelled, and when it came time for him to choose between
that world and the larger one, he stayed there, content, and became one
of its instructors.

He loved
learning and pursued it like a drunkard ardently chasing an ale mug.
His chamber shelves dripped with books and notes, and whenever new
knowledge came to the college, whether in the form of an old map or a
bard’s tale, he was there.

In his
peerlessness, he had only one flaw. He loved to give advice, on
anything and everything, and the less he knew about the matter, the
more he spoke.

In time, he
came to be known as a great expert on Romance, although he’d kissed
neither girl nor boy, preferring the pages of his books. This had been
remarked on, for he was a beautiful man, with dark curls and smooth
skin on which the shadow of his beard lay like the coming of dusk. But
he had no interest in romance, preferring to spend his days reading or
pursuing arcane and outlandish experiments, such as how to color a
flame purple or most efficiently bargain with an undine.

Still, he would
sit in the tavern of an evening and pontificate on the whys and
wherefores of women to his comrades, who eagerly accepted his advice.

His counsel,
for the most part, was well-intentioned. But one thing he repeated over
and over to his audience. “You must begin,” he would pontificate,
taking another sip of ale to create a dramatic pause. “As you intend to
go on. Decide how you want the relationship to go from the start, and
she’ll get used to it. Otherwise, you’ll find yourself wrapped around
her finger and dancing to her tune.”

Of course he
fell in love.

He went head
over heels in the classic manner after glimpsing her in a crowd, a
flash of green eyes, a tilted chin, and hair as brown as autumn leaves.
He tried to follow her, but she slipped away in Minnow Square, and
there he stood, bewildered, scanning the faces in the crowd.

He haunted the
Square for a week before he despaired, and took to wandering the
streets near it. The Square lies in the southern edge of town, and is
inhabited by streets of ancient brick buildings, and of course, the
Piskie Wood, where young folk go to hunt a brace of piskies, now and
then. The Duke pays a bounty of two coppers a head for the creatures,
and it’s a point of pride for many a youth to buy a round in the tavern
with their hunt’s profits.

One night he
thought he glimpsed her through the black wrought iron fence that
surrounds the trees there. He spent the evening hunting her up and down
its damp green aisles, listening hard and hearing only the soft hooting
of the piskies or the occasional thwip of an arrow and then quick
footfalls. At length he came out of the Wood and sat there on a bench
by the gate.

It was a misty
evening, filled with a fine drizzle, and after he had sat there for an
hour or so, beads of water collecting on his cloak, he felt a presence
behind him. It was like a cold shadow.

“Come sit, if
you’ve a mind to,” he said sullenly. “Or go on standing . either way, I
don’t care.”

After a moment,
another girl came around the side of the bench. Tall and skinny, she
was pale and the chill that came off her white skin told him that she
was undead. But she was very beautiful, nonetheless, with eyes like
blue ice, and hair like silver waves.

Neither of them
spoke, and they sat there another hour, during which no-one passed.
Finally a party of late-night hunters came stumbling out of the wood,
smelling of spiced brandy, and each bearing a brace or two of piskies
at their belts, the little corpses limp as birds.

One of them
waved cheerfully as he passed the bench, and then the group was past,
sputtering into laughter and quick whispers and then more laughter.
Leaf leaned back and sighed.

“Am I not
beautiful?” the undead girl said, speaking for the first time. Her
voice was cold and slow, like water dripping underground.

“You are, but I
am in love with someone else.”

“The
brown-haired, green-eyed girl.” She sniffed in contempt.

He shifted his
weight forward. “Do you know her?”

She shrugged, a
faint motion beneath the dark-webbed silk of her cloak.

He persisted.
“Do you know her name?”

She looked at
him with eyes like mirrors, moonstones, clouded white with spiritual
cataract, and said indifferently, “Her name is Winter’s Ivy, I suppose
it best translates to.”

“What language
is it in?”

Her lips curled
scornfully, and she stood. “I’ll leave you to find that out.” She
stared over his shoulder at the black limbs of the wood and said
“You’re halfway there, it seems like, already.”

And then she
was gone, as though she had never been there.

He went to bed.
#

In the morning,
the cries of the gulls outside his window woke him. He put his head out
and scanned the street. Lowering coins in a basket, he received a round
of fresh bread in return, its surface ridden with a smear of sharp
white soft cheese, and a skin of fresh water. He ate the food on his
balcony, watching the street.

In the sporadic
sunlight that flickered between the clouds, the memory of the ghost
girl thinned and vanished. All he could see in his mind was a line of
nut-brown curls.

Looking over
his balcony as he chewed at a ferocious bite of bread, he half-choked
on it as he spotted those curls outlined against the chilly
cobblestones.

He spat out the
bread and shouted “Hoy! Hoy!” down at the street. He pointed at her as
she and a handful of other people stopped, looking upward.

“Don’t move,”
he shouted. “Not until I get down to the street! Please, miss, don’t
move.”

He flung on his
magister’s robe on his way out the door and scrambled down the stairs
to arrive breathless at her feet. Her face had dimples in the pale
brown skin as she laughed at him.

“And what is
all this about?” she asked.

“Please, madam,
if you please, I would ask your name,” he said, trying to draw himself
up, ignoring the fact that the words were punctuated with little pants.

She studied
him. “My friends call me Ivy,” she said.

“May I count
myself among them? My name is Leaf.”

“Very well,”
she said. “Are you coming with me to carry packages?”

And he did, an
entire morning spent following after her with a basket, filling it with
papers of needles and two pots of rouge, and a pair of embroidered
gloves.

“May I buy you
lunch?” he said when the sound of the Duke’s great clock chiming the
noon hour echoed across the city.

She glanced up.
“The time!” she said. “Where does it go? I must say goodbye.”

“How will I see
you again?” he asked.

She smiled at
him. “If it’s meant to be, it will be,” she said. And stepping backward
with her basket, she vanished into the crowd, as though swept away by a
river’s current, a flash of sleeve and then nothing.

#

He ate his meal
in morose silence in a corner of the tavern. As he pursued a chunk of
fish with his spoon, one of his fellows from the College slid into the
seat across from him.

“You look
gloomy,” he said.

Leaf looked up
and shrugged. He did not remember the man’s name, nor did he want
company. He stared back down into the murky depths of his stew and felt
the other man’s eyes upon him.

“You’re in
love!” the nameless man exclaimed in astonishment and, despite himself,
Leaf’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment.

“It’s about
time,” the man said. “Now you will be more realistic with what you
prescribe for others. .Begin as you intend to go on’, indeed.”

Nettled, Leaf
exclaimed, “But it’s true! You must begin as you mean to proceed and
not let yourself be wrapped around her finger.”

“Ha, and is
that what you’ve been doing?”

“We haven’t
gotten that far yet,” Leaf said stiffly. “But when we begin, be assured
I’ll let her know who’s calling the tune.”

The other man
only laughed.

#

The zombie girl
was perched on his balcony, leaning on the railing. It would have been
a more charming sight if she wasn’t in the process of devouring an
unwary pigeon. She wiped at her cheeks, feathers tumbling from her
cloak and away into the wind at the gesture.

“What is your
name?” she said, speaking into the breeze as it wove her hair into
silver netting.

“Leaf. And
yours?”

“Zuelada.
She’ll be no good for you.”

“How do you
know?”

“I know her,”
she said. She regarded him with her uncanny silver gaze. Overhead
clouds scudded across the moon like wisps of torn lace. “I would treat
you better, much better. Trust me?”

He couldn’t
help himself; he laughed, and one of the cloud shadows moved across her
face.

“You don’t
understand,” he said. “I am a magister of the College of Mages, and
trusting in the word of an unsummoned undead . no matter how beautiful
or charming . would be seen as very foolish indeed.”

She smiled.
“Beautiful and charming?”

But thoughts of
the brown-haired girl kept him from following up the flirtation, and
they stood for a handful of minutes in uncomfortable silence.

She sighed and
stepped backward and away from him, and was gone again.

#

He was walking
along the street, carrying an armful of books he meant to trade at the
bookseller’s, when Ivy slipped her slim hand through his elbow and
bobbed at his side, smiling.

“It must be
meant to be,” she said mysteriously.

He felt a giddy
surge of delight as he smiled back at her.

“It must be,”
he said.

#

All that the
ghost girl said on the third occasion was “I’ve told you she’ll be no
good for you” before vanishing.

The next
morning he followed Ivy into the Piskie Wood, giddy and giggling as any
besotted adolescent. She slipped between the trees, and her hair
blended with the bark, there in the shadowy silence. Overhead a piskie
hooted mournfully. She paused, gazing up a trunk, and held a hand up,
signaling him to motionlessness. He stood watching as the small brown
humanoid crept down the trunk towards her hand, rubbing its face
against her skin like a cat yearning to be petted.

As she stayed
still, it emboldened, and insinuated itself along her arm, plucking at
the fabric of her sleeve. It grimaced, sniffing the air as it looked at
him, and he glimpsed its sharp, ivory teeth only an inch away from the
tremor of her neck.

His breath
caught at that, and the thing hopped back to the tree.

“I’m sorry,” he
said. “I startled it.”

She waited,
looking up, but the piskie had vanished.

“No matter,”
she said. Moonlight touched her hair to silver. She took his hand and
tugged at it. “Come this was, where the clearing is.”

They entered
the clearing in the center of the wood. Gnarled trees, a medley of oak
and thorn and graying apple, surrounded it, along with a thicket of
wild roses, a few petals glazed with ice.

She led him to
a vacant spot in the line of trees.

“Here,” she
said. “I’ve chosen it for you.”

“What do you
mean?”

She gazed at
him with that faint, enigmatic smile. “Do you love me?”

“More than
anything else in the world,” he said.

“Even your
College?”

“Of course,” he
said, looking at her slender, heart-shaped face.

“Then we might
as well begin as we intend to go on,” she said to him as his roots
began to spread into the ground and winter’s chill touch fell on his
heart. “You’ll get used to it after the initial shock.”

His arms
lifted, arching painfully.

“You’ll get
used to it with time,” she said. From the edge of the clearing, he
could see the zombie girl watching, and he tried to shout out something
but could not speak as Ivy wrapped her frosty leaves around him and
carried him away into stillness.

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The Journeys We Take And The Friendship We Make

November 4, 2007 at 7:37 pm (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme)


“Even
though we’ve changed and we’re all finding our own place in the world,
we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our
face, we’ll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world
takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we’re not
all still friends.”

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You Get What You Give

November 3, 2007 at 8:06 pm (The Ramblings of a Hypnodomme)

Dare To Mess With Me And Those I Care About

no need to fear
when just in heart
yet deceiving ones
be torn apart
with all the power
unleashed be
your negative lies
return to thee
within a whirlwind
thrice times three
your evil ways
you shall see
shifting in
and shifting out
within your mind
tormenting about
nightmares reign
inside your mind
the innocent ones
you chose to find
living within
your own deceit
un-love cast upon you
is your receipt
the perfect reward
for those such be
a rush of madness
you can not flee
for you know well
what you deserve
play with fire
and you shall serve
the makings of
your evil ways
a life tormented
in a fiery blaze
the winds shall blow
from east to west
cleansing and protecting
the pure souls best
yet you will fall
to your own demise
you know who you are
within your disguise
no need to fear
when just in heart
yet deceiving ones
be torn apart
with all the power
unleashed be
your negative lies
return to thee
within a whirlwind
thrice times three

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